got a good shirt, wear it all the time

I've relocated.

http://holdingthatdroplet.tumblr.com/

Ohsnap. Last update March 3rd. Guess i forgot about this place.
I'm not so good at this whole blogging thing. I think i bore you.
A lot has happened since i updated but not much has happened to/with me. I have to live by cards with numbers on them now, but that's not exciting.
Apparently i have to learn how to "relax", so my mum bought a "relaxation" CD. I can see how it would work if you took it seriously, but i can't. It just reminds me of Kath tribal dancing (insert episode here) because it has tribal music on it. And then she told us to get into our "relaxation positions" and i couldn't help but face plant the floor with my arms and legs flailing up and out in all directions.

Recently watched Pumpkin, have you seen it?

TALK TO STRANGERS, KIDS.
http://omegle.com/

If you've got a Flickr, comment with a link PLZKTY!

Twittering Oaf (?)

I got me a Twitter. Follow me!
http://twitter.com/fskfgslf
Cool name, Hansel. I couldn't think of anything, okay?!

I'll Show You It All, I'll Show You Everything

"Welcome to the IV league

We've got medications

Frabrications

Your co-operation

Dedication

But no recreation

Is allowed."

Do you like it?

Not a lot has been happening lately, so i won't bore you. Just done a lot of photography and internet and not much else.

I have made some people very jealous of my rainbow glasses, though.

This is the camera i want and need. Like, now:

http://media.nowpublic.net/images//ba/4/ba46962ff8f42b7e59a4cb9d7d22f9e8.jpg

I hate being honest. I hate people asking me to be honest. I hate having trouble lying. I hate not being able to think before i open my mouth. I hate how easilly offended everyone seems to be.

You asked for the truth, then didn't like it when someone actually said it? That's life, hun.

NZ Song Of The Day: Hey Boys And Girls - Evermore

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwb3M7WACPs

I never really liked any of the stuff off their old album, but i'm really loving this new song! And no, they are NOT Australian.

Make my day.

Friday the 13th?

Just Know That I'm Fine

It feels like ages since i've posted! It's been, what, a week? Yes?
Barney. Barney, Barney, Barney. What can i say?

I actually have no idea what i want to write. So i'll make a list of what i'm thinking right now.

- I don't know how to spell "dinosaur"

- My 'k' button fails
- Jasmine has Yoda stamps
- I just had some LASAGNE
- I forgot to breathe while saying my last sentence
- Joey never met a bike he didn't want to ride
- I possibly like my interweb friends more than my school friends. Which is a bit of a worry..
- Bria's a ballerina
- Teletubbies still have my heart
- Lucy takes surreal photos
- I wish that you knew that when i said two sugars i meant three
- I have the wrong maths book
- I want purple hair
- I iZ sO nOt A t33nI3 u HaZ lYk MeNtUl PrObLeMs!!
- Desecration Row wins!
- I should probably stop now...

NZ Song Of The Day: Blood Red Sleeve - Charlie Ash

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPwrA7RLTio

And i think she sounds a bit like the Tadpole singer,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vluRaR5TQVg

=D

We Can't Go Back

First day of high school today. I am so pissed off at everyone for not telling me how horrible it would be! Everyone was all "you're starting high school! How exciting!". I knew there was a reason i wasn't excited.
I think something's wrong with me, i made absolutely no effort to talk to anyone or make any new friends. It wasn't shyness. Normally, i'd talk to anyone who would listen. I honestly don't know why i didn't!
I felt so out of place at first, all the other year nines in my whanau class are brown and gorgeous, haha.
My whanau class is in a photography class, which should be pretty cool. I'll know my way around it once i'm year 11 and able to take photography!
They've already drummed part of their chant into me..."moana, what's your cry? V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!". Can't wait for swimming sports, it's gunna be great! Me and Kerry will dress up, like we used to on mufti days at intermediate (except everyone will be dressing up at swimming sports, so we won't look like complete twats) and apparantly i have to make a tutu...

But honestly. Why the hell do they make you start school in the middle of summer? I just don't get it.

And why do they lock the rooms at lunch and snack? I ate absolutely nothing all day. And drunk nothing. And then it was still locked when lunch was over and i had to actually go to a class for the first time, so i had to borrow some of Hannah's stuff...

But anyhoo, i'll stop moaning about school. What else? Nothing else has really happened!
Erm...NZ Song Of The Day! It feels like ages since i've done that! I'll do two today, me thinks. By the same artist.
Walking Off A Cliff Again - The Mint Chicks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MT-QiClpJKU
Aaand
Crazy? Yes! Dumb? No! - The Mint Chicks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODdQkj6Ien0

26 Facts About Me

I'm doing 26, because i don't really like odd numbers.

1: I was brought up to believe i'm allergic to nuts. So far, i am not.
2: Chap Stick saved my life (well, my lips)
3: I barely ever feel the cold
4: I go to the public library too much. One of the librarians knows my name.
5: I have endless amounts of wives
6: My dad sometimes calls me "mental midget", which i don't like much
7: People quite often say to me "my brother has that" or, if it's a guy, "i have that". One time, he was even wearing it at the time.
8: I'm the only girl in my family that can't play piano/has never had lessons
9: Sometimes i hate people for no reason
10: A lot of the time i think people don't like me/like me a whole lot less than they actually do
11: Apparantly, on my third birthday, one of my guy friends tried to kiss me and i punched him in the face
12: I cry when i'm overwhelmed
13: Every time the phone rings, i hope it isn't for me. And if it isn't for me, i wish it was.
14: Music is my boyfran
15: My mum hate hate HATES tattoos and piercings. As soon as i can and as soon as i have the money, i'm going to get some. How badass am i?
16: I don't have a best friend.
17: Sometimes i wish i could be someone's best friend.
18: These facts are laaaame.
19: When i was little, my dream job was to be the icecream man
20: I love the Harry Potter movies, but only liked the first three books.
21: I want to steal the neighbour's guest's dog...it does always come over to my house, after all.
22: Once a teacher told me i have flipper feet.
23: My dad got pissed off at me at the Rainbow's End mini golf when i was five because i "wasn't playing right"
24: The Fear Fall was the most horrible thing i have ever done in my life ever.
25: I broke a guy's toy plane once because he didn't give it to me. This was last year. It was an accident...
26: I'm a NINJA!

i'm losing you
i'm losing bonkers
it's coming loose
take the money and run
take the money
remember what it felt like to love
losing children
stab your opinion
because mothers are crying in their sleep
mothers are losing sleep
mothers are losing everything
and you don't know how that feels
reinvent the wheel
the ice age is coming
it's coming
isn't this where we begin?
forgive me, father, for i have sinned...
breathe...
wash the blood off your sleeve
taking innocent lives
crashing hearts
infinite lies
suicide
"they grow up so fast"
youth doesn't last
holding hands in the wake of the past
take the money and run
take the money...

I know this is crap/incomplete, but that's what happens when i'm bored and have a pen for two minutes. Get used to it.

Erm...NZ Song Of The Day: Leather And Tattoos - 48 May
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=x9jn1DxUqe4

Fragile Lines

Sherbert burps are the best.

AYE AYE AYE

The first picture is the awesome necklace i got for $5!

The second is a Wiggles boat that my dad wouldn't let me or my sister or my mum have a ride on (i don't know why, there were three, we could've all got on at the same time...minus him, the party pooper), and then he stood back shaking his head and covering his face when we hopped on to take photos.

Apart from that (and another incident that i may or may not tell you about), it was a prety fun time at that mall. Although, between three girls we spent a total of just $23, we still had fun. And went into a shop with cool shirts on half price...only to discover they were down to like $170. Didn't buy any of them, funnily enough.

Then, afterwards, we drove out to endless amounts of places in the middle or nowhere. Whenever we asked dad where the hell we were going, he'd reply "we're going on an ADVENTURE!". What, like packing sandwich material and bottled water for our trip? Badass.

My other sister went to Rainbow's End and sucked at all the Arcade games, so i gave her shit about that, of course, which was very fun.

Just over a wek until school starts...

NZ Song Of The Day: Ladies Of The World - Flight Of The Conchords

Episode version (i think): http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=hFjrbmj0CUc

Music video (i think): http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=xEcMG2Jvx3k

PS: I hate people.

I Hope You Don't Mind

hello, this is me, your mind, speaking
can you feel the tweaking?
can you hear the shrieking?
i can't hear your voice in here
doesn't that make you scared?
when i get home, i'll show you the true meaning of fear
put your hand on your heart and feel the beat
that's your life ticking by (right inside you)
they said "here darling daughter, here is the sacrifice"
i never wanted to beat in the rhythm of the blues
the world's a shambled mess
"save the negatives"
i guess you're right...maybe.

I'm desperate for the beach. What happened to going there this weekend?

School starts in less than two weeks. It's gone so fast. I can't believe i'm at high school now! I have to let so many people go and welcome people in (hopefully). I hope there's some people from the past two years that care enough to stay in touch with me, that would be really cool.

"My mum doesn't buy stuff off the phone but i'll talk to you if you'll talk to me"
"I have no friends"
"People don't like to talk to me for a reason"
"DO YOU HAVE A PENIS?"

NZ Song Of The Day: Nil By Mouth - Blindspott
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=fu7enAr7l0A
I hope this has the proper chorus...do tell me if it does or doesn't.

LET'S GET IT ON

Haven't done much today. Or nothing exciting, at least. Woke up at around 7am, watched some children shows (i can't believe people ACTUALLY watch that shit), ate a piece of toast, took my sister to work, came home, almost cried because of boredom, read eight chapters of Twilight, tried to sleep and failed, and decided to come on here to occupy myself for a few hours until we have to pick my sister up and take her to her other job.

So much for going to the beach.



Why is it that those Coke ads make me want my own Coke bubble? I don't think it's the cheesy singing and uniting people, can't be. Maybe it's just the endless supply of Coke? I don't know, you tell me.

It would have to be pretty sticky, though...



Check this out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUuP7KnyMsE

They pimped her car pretty well, huh?



NZ Song Of The Day: Long White Cross - Pluto

http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=vFvn0qVhFi4

Sorrythispostissoboring.

I Am Finding Out That Maybe I Was Wrong

Eating white peaches...yum!

sifting through dist trying to find happy thoughts

here we go again...

remind me what i swore i meant?

i'm so confused

what in their right mind would want to live in my head?

oh darlingm i yawn, but not for sleeping

from sleeping

i swore i'd never end up like this

did i mean it?

oh darling, i have a mind that i sometimes lose

i have a brain that's under-used

i have a body that's over-abused

i have a bulletproof vest that sunk long ago with my cellophane chest

what happened?

Don't really have too much to say today. Looks like we won't be going to the bach this week, which is a big disappointment.

NZ Song Of The Day: Louder Louder - Elemeno P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K5haDmZYwg

EDIT: I'm sorry, i don't know why it doesn't put the gaps in anymore D=

She Loves You, Yeah Yeah Yeah

Smile for the camera! This thing is soooo weirrrrd. It just stared at us. There was one in a sperate cage thing that was very zippy and was chasing me as i walked past. They kind of scared the shit out of me. I want these goggles!

I saw them at this Suzuki bike shop where i said to my dad "but you like Hondas" and my mum told me off for saying something like that in a shop like that. Sor-ree!

I also today, Kath is gunna love this, bought a new pair of sunglasses. They were two dollars! Bargain. And then there were free lollies.

I really want to catch up with Kerry, i miss you hun =(
Can't wait 'til we paint your paper! Hahaha. Excitement.

Hey, do you want to know something funny? I used to hate you when i met you. Hahaha! (I don't still).

I've done almost one wall of posters. I might put some pictures when i'm done fully.

NZ song of the day: My Friends - Motocade

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2d7_TTyW8QE

That's a live version of it. I couldn't find the song of theirs i wanted to put on, BBC Blues, but this song is also very good in my opinion.

What Makes You So Special?

So. What did i do today. Well, i went to my dad's work and got in trouble for opening the window too far and drawinf on his whiteboard, then i discovered that an oompa loomp works there.

Earlier on i watch an episode of In The Night Garden, is that really what kids are being made to watch these days? What happened to Barney and Teletubbies and Playschool and sensible shows like that?
If you've never seen In The Night Garden (i don't blame you), this should give you an idea of what it's like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RI3vI4fDJSY&feature=PlayList&p=E8D8F0BA3577C2B0&index=0&playnext=1
Macca Pacca is my favourite. Not sure if he's in that video, i didn't actually watch it.

I worked out that i quite like to rename TV shows. The Angry Pom Show...The Crazy Aussie Show ("I'll try it on you. Stay, Dr Harry")...That Boring Show...The Ruin Your Life Show...to name a few.

I had an idea that every blog, i will put a good New Zealand band and one of their songs for you to listen to. Because no one knows any! Haha.
So todays is: Red Panda Blues by Bear Cat.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Og8tnL5OFyM
That's the only thing i could find of it, i do apologise for their warbling.

Peh peh uh uh!

I EAT BUGS

There was an annoying fly buzzing around while we were trying to watch Lars And The Real Girl today (bloody good movie, that) so i squashed it with a bottle cap and there were all these maggots inside it. Just thought i should share.

Empty Walls

Here's a picture i found that i did a while ago. Bitch, much?

Yeah, two posts within like an hour, so what?

Today, my life has been pretty same old same old. Bought a pair of sunglasses for TEN DOLLARS which i thought was quite cool, and also bought OMG THUNDER. OMG OMG. WHERE DID YOU COME FROM. STFUPLZTY. Okay, where was i? Yes, well, i also bought a magazine poster book, so i spent an hour or two taking down all my posters (and only got through half of them and nearly fell off my dressing table once and my bed five times), and i'll finish that later. Might show you the finished product, i have some very mean posters.

As for the thunder situation, it just came out of nowhere. Seriosuly. Sorry i interrupted my boring story with that outburst, but i thought you needed to know. (It did STFU, too)

I got my uniform for this year yesterday. High school already. Shit. Where does the time go? Please tell me. I'd like some of it back...

www.flickr.com/photos/flyingnuns

That's my Flickr if anyone's interested. Which they're probably not. And anyone who is, i've most likely already showed it to them. But anyway...

I don't really know what else to say. At the rate i'm going today, i'll probably post another blog in half an hour.

Listening To: My Immortal - Evanescence

Do You Think He Saw Us?

i've tried and tried to lose my life (trust me, i've tried)
but there it is, beneath the lies
just like the rest of them
engrved in the grave
i'm going to dig my way through to find my way out
is that okay with you?

the sun arises behind the grave
blinding the ears, deafening the eyes
drenching, pouring it's pain on us...again
no-one gets out of here alive on time
look alive and you'll be fine
(engraved into the) cave
is that okay with you?

just like the rest of them
you lie awaiting, receptive ears
it's sad you think that someone cares
look alive and you'll be fine
take me on, it's not the time
all this time we're calling out with no reply
is that okay with you?

you lie awaiting, receptive ears
happy glances let you know someone's there
all the time calling out with no reply
just one distant instance
"can't even say goodbye, hello"
don't act like you don't know
stuck on memory lane, stuck at the start
alone, together, apart
there's a hole in my head where the bullet went through
is that okay with you?

don't take me on, it's not the time
but there it is, beneath the lies
don't be phased, it's just a phase
unlike before i will not faint (ignore me)
because i've been in the puppet show, i've seen the strings
such un-attatched and wretched things
i've worked hard for this raw wrought heart
is that okay with you?

alone, together, apart
can't get to the bottom of this wretched heart
don't act like you don't know
they told me to hold this head up high
but these hands are way to fragile
and now i'm stealing my own lines
is that okay with you?

don't be phased, it's just a phase
time hadn't cracked until today
is that okay with you?
don't act like you don't know
because i've seen the puppet show, i've been the strings
don't take me on, it's not the time
and now i'm stealing my own lines
am i okay with that? (i cracked)

iusedtowritewhatifeltandnowidontgetanyofitdown

i asked a couple of friends a simple question all at the exact same time: how are you feeling right now at this exact moment?

"Umm.. good whys?" - Jess

"WTF uhm sad??" - Kerry

"finding it hard to read what you wrote" - John

"Hungry/thirsty" - Sam

"Like shit." - Zac

"Erect" - Jay

Yes, my friends are weird/not big talkers. But hey, so am i. (Well, i'm weird. I talk a lot).

But anyhoo, how are YOU feeling at this exact moment? (I'm new, be nice)